It's Over

It's over... I'm typing this with a heavy heart. It's over. People who know me - Kenneth Teo, will know that I am a faithful and loyal person. At least that was the image I projected. This time round, I think I'm far from it. I'm sorry to let the people around me down. I thought this relationship that started back in Secondary School would last a lifetime, who knows? I keep asking myself why?????

I'm sorry for physically abusing you from time to time. I just cannot control my anger. At times when you cannot meet my needs, you know how frustrated I am? I should never have shouted at you, I should have protected you, but I didn't.

I know, we have been through the thick and thin, I know we have been to NZ and US together, but..There are good times though.. I love to look at you every night before I sleep, and I like to wake up with you just beside my head.. well...

Some people may ask if it was a third party. I cannot deny that fact. Someone else introduced me to her. I was attracted by her beauty. Please, people reading this post do not blame her. If there's anyone to be blamed, it is me.. Everyone's doing it, why can't I? I never thought my heart would change, I have finally decided...

Today is a very significant day. Today, is a day I will sever all relationships with Nokia, for I, Kenneth Teo, am now a proud user of BlackBerry 9700 BOLD.

Thoughts

I've been thinking... I'm tired. I so so so feel like going to NZ for another honeymoon. I close my eyes and I see myself at Queensland and having a nice burger with thick fries at "Fergburger". More info here : http://www.fergburger.com/fullscreen.html .I see myself driving with Qin beside me and pulling somewhere along the road and the beautiful scenery is just in front of us. There's water and the sun is shining, the birds are singing, everyone's happy.

On a more realistic note, I stayed at the new house over the weekend. It was so cool. I fell asleep on Qin's lap while watching TV in the dark. I need no climb any stairs and I'm in my bedroom already, ready to sleep...

2nd furniture

The first to arrive was the coffe table. Today, the TV console will arrive. It's 2.4m and pretty heavy in my opinion. As it's long, it cannot fit in the lift. I'm quite interested to see how they are going to move it up 11 floors. The guy assured me there'll be no damages as he will send his best mover.. There's only one person who can handle such cases according to him.... Let's see.